ok. i was kinda hysterical just now.

cos ya im going to sydney. and i havent gotten the books from the library, that i NEED for my research. which means i might as well not consider them part of my sources d. cos by the time i get back from Sydney. i have to already be done with my assignment. OMG. and i need to collect smt next tue? and i'll still be in sydney. omg.

and the 4 hrs i spent on the model? wasn't even likee used. we only looked at it for 10secs. then can d. OMG. and i only got 1/2 and 1.1/2 for my prev 2 tutorials. that is SO BAD. and i got really depressed cos they were follow ups to my birdhide project. anddd since they sucked, MEANS GOT SMT WRONG LA WITH WHAT I WANNA DO. crap mannn.

i have alot to do during my break, or what they call a 'non teaching break' wtf man =.=

BAI

Omgggg i feel like i have so much work to do :'(

Likeee, i have an assignment due on the 8th of April (yes it's during Easter break), and i'm going to Sydney from the 2nd-8th!!! OMGGG. and it's like a SAM assignment =.= Pick a topic, find resources and extract info to prove ur topic. But this time it requires like a min of 10 resources?!?! and like they really don't like websites. so yalaaa =.= which means, i have to spend ALOT of time in the library, and i'll have to do ALOT of reading, all before i leave on Friday (cos im leaving to sydney ma), cos by then i'd have to have already photostated the pages i need from the books/journals. cos there's NO way i'm lugging loads of books to sydney!!! how am i going to enjoy the holiday :'( 500 words with like biblio + footnotes and endnotes. GAHHHH, omg omg omg die d la.

While im worrying abt that, i have likeee to prepare stuff for Wed's tutorial TOO. omggggg. like i have to make a model of the birdhide (if u dunno what it is, it's like a little hut that birdwatchers use to watch birds without scaring the birds away) i'm supposed to have already designed (a prelim design or smt laa). HOW LA U TELL MEEE?!?!! shittttt.

It's like, we always watch it in movies, read it in books and whatever, abt appreciating what we have now? likeeee when someone in the movie dies or smt and ppl go NOOOO and cry and cry and cry, which makes us cry? and feel like OMG we have to be grateful with everything we have now? but like to me ppl take stuff for granted ALL the time lo =/ like im sure if anyone HAS to leave to somewhere right this moment, they'd definitely have lots and lots of things they wanna do before they leave.

like i had a dream once abt me dying, and i was like OMG i have so much stuff to do!!!! i think it was during form 4? and i wanted to do SO MANY things. i wanted to say SO much to alot of ppl, i wanted to like do SO many things!! like i wanted to watch a movie (during the present it would be movies like Alice in Wonderland, Dear john, Hurt Locker, Green Zone, The Last Song, i mean ID FEEL SUPER SAD ABT NOT BEING ABLE TO WATCH ITTT), and i wanted to like, run? AHHAHA. and likeee, omg i just had so many things to do.

SO RIGHT. what im trying to say is like, ok i actually dunno what i wnna say, but it's along the lines of, dont put things on hold? and likee haha ben, live like we're dying XD

but ya like ben sd also, if we lived like we're dying? surely die d. AHAHAH. like i'm not gonna like go tell the guy i like now OMG I LIKE U, or likeee go rob a bank or smt. AHHAHA.

i always thought the ppl who thought they were gonna die, and like quit their job, spend all their money and all? damn zha dou wei.

this post is srsly getting out of hand. i have no idea what im talking abt HAHAHA.

BAI

Hmmmm

I'm like, quite tired lo now XD cos i've been sleeping so late the past few days!!! mon-3am, tue-4.30am, wed- 2am, thurs- 3.30am. OMGGGG. that's why i fell asleep in my lecture again today =.=

I swear my landscape narratives lectures are like almost pointless. he shows us pics of like landscapes in aus, some not, and asks us who built it and where is it and bla bla bla, HOW am i supposed to know!?! i've only been in adelaide for like slightly more than a month O.O and i dunno how it helps us =.= so AHHA omgg i fell asleep lo. i thought likeee maybe cos the aussie students always kinda don't do their work (really! like they go for class and are like 'we're suppposed to do that? crap.') they'd fall asleep in lectures. but no. im' the only one. O.O oopsss.

Today, i realised (again haha) that the world is like so small looo. srsly. umm not gonna elaborate on it :P but YA WEI. ok one of the things that made me think abt it is a girl i met in my course is Derek's (mozart classmate) cousin. oh ya and a guy here knows nj. anddd yala alot of taylors ppl here. anddd like YALA ppl know ppl u know and u go OMGG U KNOW HER?!?! then u might start bitching abt that person AHAHA. ok NO LA i didn't do that =.=

And u know before i came to adelaide, and my mum was always asking me to ask if any of my friends were going to adelaide as well? i honestly didn't think it'd matter? like i didn't really mind that i didn't know anyone going to adelaide. cos likeee, i didn't want to make friends a factor la, with choosing where i wanted to go for uni. but when i came here, i realise it makes alot of difference. like if i came with someone i knew (and wasn't annoyed with HAHA) the whole getting-used-to-adelaide wouldve been MUCH easier. i'm not saying it was hard or anything, but it wasn't thatttttt easy la. but i'm in a good place right now so ya :D

hahaha it's like i just typed that whole paragraph that didn't lead anywhere :P but yaaa sometimes i guess friends DO play a big part in choosing where u wanna go.

BAI :D

Bad day =.=

OMGGG weiii i bought a new PINK logitech mouse (WOOHOO) but i forgot to get batteries =.= i need it to use Sketchup. it's much easier to use with a mouse la. and i have an assignment due tmr (the due date is always the next day) so i need the batteries today but im so lazy to go buy!!! oh, the last 2 weeks i didn't have my laptop so i had to stay back in uni, so that's why i wasn't whining abt not having a mouse or whatever :P IF u were wondering AHHAA.

and, i got so lost in my workshop this morning =.= using sketchup. likee i kept zoning out!!! GAHHHHH. i dunno why :( and like the last 2 weeks i totally knew what i was doing, and when i didn't i just used my common sense then can d. but today's one i was like WHAT am i supposed to do T____T sighhh.

AND RIGHT, tennis got postponed again :'( i have never wanted to play so badly HAHAHA. like i've been looking forward to it since last week when we postponed it to THIS week :'( it must be cos of the lack of exercise so i'm like super desperate for ANY sport =.= ohh my friend joined the uni gym! i thought abt it la, but not sure yet. I NEED the exercise wei. obese until dunno what d :'(

today is definitely a bad day =.= and i know why. cos ytd too awesome d. so it had to be balanced out by having a HORRIBLE day today :'(

i have no idea how i even thought of that.

BAI =.=

:D

hahahha today is a good day :D ok maybe i should stop talking abt it cos likeee ppl might think im crazy (which i am OBVIOUSLY not haha) and i might scare ppl away also O.O

WOOO i got a 1.75/2 for my dollhse drafting thingy!! hahaha. i have no idea what im gonna get for today's tutorial cos i honestly didn't know what i was doing =/ We (me, Mitra and Falco) had to build a model for our birdhide design? But with Dualism =/ likeee we chose Solid and Perforated. hahaha i dunno how we showed the difference in our 2 designs!!!! i just ended up drawing the plan, elevation and section of the birdhide O.O i mean likeee the 2 hrs went by super fast!!!

I like wednesdays:) cos on thursdays i only have a workshop? which is like where we learn how to use SketchUp. and i usually don't have work due on thurs, so can relax on wed :) (hopefully it stays this way haha) butttt i think im gonna have loads of work soon, like a few projects going on at the same time =/ hmm.

IM FREAKING OBESE D WEIII :'(

i hope i get to play tennis tmr :(

BAI

The Devil is in the Details

ahah u have no idea how many times i heard that over the weekend!!! XD

Ok so i got my mac back, but it's not fixed. STILL =.= like there's smt wrong with the ram so i'll have to replace it. i have to bring it back to the shop on thurs cos they didn't have stock ytd. oh welll. im using it now though, YES no more having to go to the com room :D

ahha i just downloaded limewire too, so i'm like on a downloading spree :D

OHH ya i missed my lecture this morning =/ it was an 8am lecture. and haha i slept at like 3ish am XD soooo i woke up at 6.30am, but thennn i l kinda wanted to lie down for awhile more? then hahaha next thing u know, michelle is calling me and it's already 7.30am :P it's like a 25min walk to uni laaa, so i wouldve been late for lecture d. it's only an hour lecture and the next class i had was at 2-3pm, AND the record lectures. soooo i just decded to not go :P

haha i was SO excited that i talked to 2 new ppl ytd!!! And i smiled at my landscape narrative groupmate and he smiled back!! AHAHA yes i dunno it just feels so nice when u go to uni and u see more and more familiar faces :):):)

oh but i have like quite alot of assignments XD one is SOOO SAMish lo =.= like look for resources and prove the topic. but this time there're footnotes and endnotes, anddd min 10 sources. anddd they really dont encourage website. yeeer. :P

and i had a lecture on sun studies today. like abt equinoxes, latitudes, snow domes. it was really alot to take in in an hour lo O.O anddd haha michelle and all were going quite berserk worrying abt our site analysis which we have to pass up in our next tutorial. it's like worth ONE mark, but the effort and final product looks like it should be worth AT LEAST 10marks =/ and our lecturer REALLY doesn't sound like she wants to help us =.= like she NEVER directly answers our questions?? she directs us somewhere else to go look for it. which is, kinda lame cos she can just tell us?? and it's not stupid questions!!! srsly. chehh.

ok i should go do my work now:P

BAI

=.=

SURPRISE SURPRISE, i got annoyed again XD

Like honestly lo, i didn't ask the person to follow me, then follow me that time complain wo =.= and like WHO SAYS U CAN FOLLOW ME!?!? Say wanna go eat, then say wanna hang out with me =.= like HELLOOOO there's smt called privacy =.= if i wanted the person to follow i'd ASK the person right =.=

I mean, there are ppl here who like invade ur personal space one ok!!! Like ure on the com, on fb, twitter, msn, which are like personal stuff, and u have ppl coming to sit next to u, and asking u whether they can sleep there. NO U CANT =.= GO BACK TO UR ROOM LA. i say can't u sleep there? and the person will say 'no, i like to talk to ppl before i sleep.' LIKE WTF!?!?!?

and like, i realise i really really cannot stand bad company lo O.O like i just give really short and curt replies?? and it's like damnnnn obvious. especially if it's only 2 ppl, and i dont like the person? walao eh, jialat d. ppl should realise and like, back off right?? like i think ppl here are DAMN blur. srsly. like i think most of them are sarcastic? but the ppl here like.. dont get the sarcastic remarks. and i dunno laaa, sometimes i wanna say smt sarcastic, i dont, cos i know they won't get it =.= ahahha ok nvm i got clement tianning and diane :P

if anyone from the village reads my blog, hahaha i die d la :P

BAI:D

RANT

Omg it's like the thing i've been doing most since coming to Adelaide is:

Ranting!!!!

Srsly lo!!! Likeeee, i keep getting really annoyed at some ppl?? And i guess (fine I KNOW) that it's my problem, and my problem alone :P I dont hear other ppl complaining also...

Like ok, ppl DO realise that that person is kinda annoying? but IM the one that starts talking to ppl abt it, anddd the ppl here just dont go YA I KNOWWW or like OMG UKNOW RIGHT... bla blabla. like they're all 'aiyo just chill la.' or 'what to dooo.' or 'just be patient ok?'

a bit =.= ahhahah. like i bet U all would understand :'(

I mean and it's not like i can be picky also =.= (damn mean and bitchy XD) im in a foreign country, and i'm like practically scavenging for friends. HAHAHAA. ok not so bad la :P but yeah, i guess now it's the time for me to learn to accept ppl for who they are :D awwww.

eh i never realised i was so mean and picky and... bitchy :(

But i honestly think what im doing, is just voicing out what OTHER ppl are thinking but have enough mental strength to keep it all in :P hahahaha. can put it that way right???

Point is, i HAVE TO START BEING NICER :D

Oh, but i srsly cannot tahan when girls giggle =.= like for all the wrong reasons. and the ppl here srsly quite.. what one lo. There's this sri Lankan guy in my course, His name is Trishan (sp) Angelo De Silva. and like when he told my 2 msian girl coursemates he's half chinese (but he lookes totally sri lankan) they were like URE HALF CHINESE?!!? (srsly they were THAT amused and surprised) and they were like HOW COME UR NAME LIKE THAT ONE? And im like O.O never hear before meh =.= then he was explaining Trishan is a sri lankan name, Angelo is like italian or smt, and De silva is.. (he hesitated) and i sd portugese? and he was like YES portugese, and they 2 girls were like huh? portu-what? T___T and cos he sings and plays the guitar? he let them hear his recorded song (geng lo, but ididn't hear) and they were like ITS SOO NICE!!! and one of the girls was like 'it doesnt sound like u! cos ur accent not there! why like that one??' omgggg when ppl sing their accents usually dont show one ma!!!! like to me accents are kinda like singing? like the intonation and all XD (ok maybe it's just me but likee when most british ppl sing cannot hear their accents one wo O.O except lily allen) AND RIGHT, the 2 girls ALWAYS damn blur abt directions =.= they always say THIS WAY but it's the other way, and they think we already passed the shop but it's on another totally diff street =.= and somemore wanna argue. OMGGGGGGGGG.

BUT, they're nice laaa, and we help each other out. AHAHAH.

oh and i find it SO rude when ppl forget names? like i dunno laaa, i always make an effort to remember ppl's names. but there are ppl here who like after meeting u 3 times still cannot remember. a bit =.= and i ALWAYS recognise ppl but like they dont recognise u!!! it makes me feel quite =/ la cos it makes me feel like im so forgettable anddd yala. i dunno if it's cos im more observant?

i think i need to reevaluate my social skills now =/ im complaining too much abt ppl, and im forgettable :(

BAI:(

OMGGG i played tennis ytd!! and on REAL grass somemore!!! Not fake-tropicana-grass, but like REALY grass wei!!! ahahhaha so jakun. Ok at first i was a bit WTF cos the ball bounced SO low i didn't think it could be called bouncing cos like instead of going DOINK off the hardcourt? it went like.. pfffsh off the grass O.O AHAHHAHA ultra lameness weiiii. I DUNNO WHY I DIDNT TAKE A PICTURE. NOOO. maybe i'll go again next week :D

Ok, i have SEEMINGLY less hw than like, EVEYRONE else i know lo at the village O.O like compared to the Commerce, Psychology, Science students. ok la all the other students =.= like a Med student i met from Singapore came up to me like 'ehhh what work u doing? type so much.' and im like 'uhhh im not doing work :P' and she looked like she was gonna shoot me XD ahha ok la more of like IM HERE WORRYING ABT MED SCHOOL AND HERE U ARE EMAILING/CHATTING?!?! ahaha. alot of ppl give me those looks.

and instead of telling ppl 'i did this experiment' or 'my microecons talk was SO boring.' or 'i had to carry so many textbooks today!' i say stuff like 'i drew an apple in class!' or 'im designing a postcard!' a BIT lame la haha. Like im sure ppl are thinking 'walao eh she damn free wei! no need to study one.' ahha i would think so too. but i've heard nothing but hardwork from ppl who have done this course, so im definitely like trying to get ready for when i'll have LOTS or work to do.

im not trying to convince myself or anything, i dunno, just felt like typing out what i've been thinking abt but haven't told anyone :P I mean i guess ppl can go 'wa so shuang' but if they had to do it i dont think they'd say it's like easy and simple? i dunno, it feels different to me la this whole course. cos unlike the other subs where ure told exactly what to do? as in like they tell u finish it, u finish it. but in this architecture course, it's like the final product is NOT like, how do i put it, limited to the instructions given? i mean someone could've designed smt that'll make u go WHOAAA. which i think is pretty cool.

and like nat who's started getting like vague assignments, i just got one. like i actually have NO idea what im supopsed to do eventhough the lecturer gave me like a full page of words telling us what the assignment is abt O.O hahaha. Gonna go for a 3D2N field trip next week. it's gonna involve a group assignment worth like 25% (DAMN ALOT) and it'll help with our individual assignment (worth alot also) which is the one im totally blur abt.

Kinda worried cos like there are 5 of us in the group, the half american guy dropped out, so we added this other aussie who just came back from playing soccer in the UK or smt. must be geng lo. So now there is me, a msian girl, 3 aussies (haha i still think the one with his scottish accent is damn cool, and he's funny). im not saying im like good or anything, but like the 2 aussies (excluding the scottish accent one) look like they dont give a shit lo srsly!! one's like 'im only here cos Imaging Our World (another elective) was full.' and the other like has no idea what's going on and all he cares abt is soccer. hmmm. OH and the fact that they dont look like they're gonna be talking to us much anytime soon is worrying =/ not looking forward to the fieldtrip =/

and i have another trip to the wetlands or smt next week to take measurements of this birdhide, which we then have to draft.

suddenly it feels like i have alot of stuff to do XD

oh and my lecturer HAD to pick my postcard first. and i think i got a bitttt too excited when i was talking abt the strawberries :P

BAI XD

OLDDD

I just read xian hui's blog, and like, omg i feel FREAKING OLD.

Like, OMGGGG 19(ok GOING to be 19)?!?!?!? Uni?!?!?!

me + 19 + uni = ?? they DO NOT go together wei srsly.

I mean, when i was young, ok young-ER, when friends told me their relatives or whoever were in uni, the thoughts that popped into my head were like: 'old, independant, got money, old.' ahhahaa. and im like, NOT LIKE THAT LO. i totally feel 16 O.O

Im not talking about this in a mid-life(ok more like post-teen) crisis way, but more like in a EHHH WHY TIME PAST SO FAST way. i think. i actually have no idea what im rambling abt, but the point is, i feel old la :P

I guess the nice part abt like reminiscing abt my younger days (hahaha XD), is realising all the friendships i have now lo:) like srsly. when i think abt who i have as my friends now, like how far we've all come, and how we totally feel like we're gonna be friends forever? As in like the kinda friends u'd invite to ur open hse, ur wedding, ur place when ure overseas, to go on a holiday, that sort of thing. sigh:) u guys know who u are (haha this is so like lame wei, i hate it when ppl say this XD but i scared later i forget ppl's names ahahah I KNOW IM AN AWESOME FRIEND :P)

but yaaa, me thinking about it is making me smile now:D

Ok i should like totally go think abt what chores i haven't done =/ and do my work. hahah.

BAI :D

omggg im getting so used to coming down and using the com in the lobby to reply emails/fb/tweet/blog instead of doing my work =.=

I JUST WATCHED THE OSCARS!! MUAHAHAHAH. i wanna watch The Hurt Locker, and im SO HAPPY SANDRA BULLOCK WON! The Blind Side is a really nice movie k:) go watch.

I cooked lunch today:) ahhahaha. i mean i've been cooking la. haha. it was yummy, but i've concluded that the reason the food is yummy is because we're cold and hungry students who can't afford to be picky abt food d XD haha.

omg it's like 4.24pm already!!!! I woke up atttt 10.30am today? Breakfast, com, oscars, lunch, oscars, and com. wa damn lifeless lo :P gotta finish up my postcard thingy, then finish up on my readings and do a research on a site. i had the whole long weekend to do all those lo!!! now im left with less than half a day O.O FAIL WEI. i know it's no point talking and no action, but likeee omg i have to prioritise maaan. cos i've been so used to replying emails starightaway?? but now i have to keep telling myself to finish work FIRST before com =.= hope it works lo. sigh.

ok gtg, BAI :P

GO AWAY STUPID RAIN

hahahaha. omggg it rained ytd and it's raining noww. like it's COLD, GLOOMY and WET. in msia it was GLOOMY and WET. this sucks.

Went jogging today at Torrens River. it was 17C? quite cold:( The track was SOOOO LONG. like i jogged maybe half or less than half and i wanted to die d T__T so sucky. haha. the air was hard to breathe in too cos it was cold? and i guess the colder weather makes my muscles feel tighter than usual. Does it?

But ya, back in msia, i think i wouldve worked up quite a sweat after a jog like that, but here, i think there were only beads of sweat on my forehead =.= which is annoying. cos i like judge how hard i've worked based on how much i sweat (as in like psychologically convince myself the more i sweat, the more i've exercised?), so since i only sweat so little, it feels like i didn't do anything lo =.= now im kinda confused abt how tired im supposed to be, or am i supposed to be tired at all.

ahhaah ok it sounds very childish and lame but i DO so lo!!!!

Came back at around 10.30am. Then i did my laundry (ehhh please tell me if drying under permanent press or whites and colours is hotter? and how likely will my shirts shrink?) which im still not so sure about XD like today i washed everything (jeans and shirts together), then dried them first under permanent press, THEN whites and colours, and i think they turned out drier than the last time compared to when i dried both times under permanent press. DO U UNDERSTAND WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT??!?! oh and my shirts didn't shrink this time too.

SO HOW?!?!?! HELP ME LAUNDRY GODSSSS XD

Went to Central market to do some grocery after. I'm actually very lazy to cook d XD like last week i cooked kangkong belacan and curry, and it was fun, but i mean i wasn't busy. i mean, i can just pack lunch everyday (weekdays i mean) and buy dinner!!! I dont have to cook also :( See, if i cook, i have to:
- think of what to buy on grocery day
- remember what i bought and when they expire
- take the time to prepare the ingredients
- cook
- AND WASH THE BLOODY PLATES XD

i meannn, it's not THAT mafan la, but ya i think it's mafan enough to consider not doing XD i know its healthier though. and if i buy food, it'll definitely be more expensive, but it'll save time! and time=money right :P ahahah. omg that was lame.

Was supposed to go to another beach, but then it HAD to start raining =.= i've been bored and sleepy since 4? ahhaha. SO LAME LO. i know i couldve gone to sleep, ahha but i like put all my laundry on my bed cos they weren't COMPLETELY dry (they're never completely dry =.= stupid dryers, oh shit take that back later my shirts shrink XD oh wait i should just cancel this sentence cos it's like im deliberately leaving it there for ppl to read and the dryers will know, aiyo nvm la. WHAT IF IT REALLY HAPPENS?! toot very scared to dry my clothes d) , so i was lazy to like fold them THEN sleep. hahaha.

OMGGGGGGG THIS POST IS SOOOO BORINGGG. like i'm just rambling. which is actually what i do all the time :P

im hungry!!!! GOLDEN GAYTIMEEEEEE XD XD XD

BAIII

SRSLY super lame. sigh. i haven't been blogging :( and ya all my pics have been uploaded on fb:)

it's the 2nd day of uni anddd, hahaha i fell asleep in my first 2 lectures ytd XD die d la. better not go on. i srsly do not know what the problem is =.= it's only a 1hr lecture!!! mei de jiu d.

today was better :P but my class started at 8am so i had to wake up at 6.30am AND walk to uni =.= the weather's been cold. AHH. like 15C? and the wind is strong ok, which makes it even colder :( im gonna die during winter. ahhaha.

and omg i WISH the village provided meals =.= like it'd srsly be smt VERY convenient lo. the reason i didn't choose i place with meals was because they were all residential colleges, which are older and have ALOT of rules, and u share the bathroom with like, the whole dorm? haha. and the village is new, u have ur own bathroom (depending on whether u choose a townhse or apartment), AND there are no rules XD except for how u jaga the place and all la. which is ok. but srsly lo, thinking abt what to eat and having to prepare stuff definitely takes up quite alot of time =/ and yala srsly lo. sigh.

i have an assignment due fri :( i know i know, u ALL have assignments also XD but like, it's before the FIRST lecture of that subject!!! so weird. sigh. and i have readings XD as in there're pages from an architecture encyclopedia and all that we have to read every lecture. they're ok. interesting, but i take AWHILE to read:P sry la my english not good enough. i think i have to re-read it again, cos hahaha i didnt FULLY understand it XD and yeah have to read my textbooks also. they were so expensive :( but compared to other courses i guess mine's much more worth it. cos i have less textbooks, like 3, and i use them for a few years and not just the semester. but for architecture we spend on stationary lo :)

hmmm. i guess im settling in? but today i felt a bit bored :( like i came back to the room, did some stuff, got ingredients ready, went down to read, went up to cook, then shower. SO BORING =.= cos the friends i made, diane, clement and tianning are all in commerce, and they ended at 7pm. haha. i went to chinatown to meet up with them after loooo.

i srsly have to make more friends wei. sigh. i hang out with like 2 girls in the same course, and one stays here too, but a BIT not ngam lo XD like she's really nice, buttt nahhh. IM SO MEAN. srsly HAVE to make more friends :( i dont even know anyone who's going to be in the same tutorial as me tmr T___T i srsly very shy to talk to ppl. ARGHHHHHH.

NEED TO MAKE MORE FRIENDSSSSS :(:(:(

BAII.

MISS U GUYSSSSS!!!!