Happy bday to me XD

So my 18th bday has been the best bday, ever =D

Ok maybe it's because i had a dinner which was really nice and all (ok almost all) my friends were there =)

And also because, dunno la, i feel more loved this year XD AHHAHA really!!!! When the clock stroke 12 midnight this time it felt different from the other 17 times.

NOT that i could've felt much when i was young la but HAIYO u get it =.=

My neighbours even surprised me outside my hse at 12 midnight XD thanks guys!!!

So i woke up this morning and i ate tang yuen. TANG YUEN IS LOVE OK =D ahhahaha.

Buttttt, the rest of the has been a bore lo =.= I REALLY wanted chilli pan mee but then i couldnt get it, and ive been watching tv/napping. Yalo that's all =( so sad. hmm.

How is eating chilli pan mee once every 3 weeks 'addicted to pan mee'? My mum asked me why am i addicted to pan mee lo =.= I just like it!!! One of the things that i actually suddenly feel like eating. ahha. But i don't think eating once every 3 weeks is considered addicted =.=

To me the best thing abt turning 18 is i don't have to get paranoid abt watching a 18rated movie anymore XD ahhaha. I mean at pyramid was ok la but at 1u ah the ppl always eye me suspiciously. YAY. and next time if i go into a only-18-and-above-ppl place if they stop me i can SHOVE my ic in their face and say im 18. AHHAHAHAA.

ANDDD, ok this might not be that much a good thing but sometimes it comes in handy when my mum tries to boss me around in a im-still-a-child way XD i can go HA MUMMY IM AN ADULT D XD muaaaahhaha.

Oh, and yes i realise that everything i just typed just showed how NOT mature i am as an adult. hahaha.

When i was young and when i heard ppl were 18, i'd go all 'wa so old.' (and adultlike) but now that im 18, i swear i feel the same as when i i sd that lo =.= tsk tsk.

So i've decided to go to the University of Adelaide =) Im excited abt going abroad, but im definitely not gonna expect much in fear of reaching there and going all 'HAAA LIKE THAT ONE AH' when i get there XD

It's kinda only a month away before i leave though. Super fast la. Hmm. The first thing im gonna miss is the FOOD. AHHAAH. I totally live by the msian 'live to eat not eat to live' thing. Die la there no nasi lemak, roti canai (ok fine maybe they have but it's always nicer here XD), chilli pan mee, jogoya XD, cendol, popiah, kuey teow. AHHAHA OMGGGGG.

And duh im gonna miss the ppl =( But now there's Skype and emails so it'll definitely be easier keeping in touch right =D

Not gonna get all =( on my bday la!!! ahha i'll blog abt being sad next time XD

BAIIIIIIIIIIIII

So olddd

So i celebrated my bday a D'Italiane Kitchen, Jaya 33 ytd night =D

I haven't done smt like this in awhile cos im always
- Worried abt layaning ppl
- Lazy XD

But this year i was like, aiyo do la!! ahha cos it's my college year and it'll probably be the only time i'll get to celebrate it with my college friends while we're still tight =D

Oh, and i always celebrate my bday on my bday. So this year it was different. And i kept telling ppl NO it's not my bday today, but thanks XD ahhaha. and i was thinking whether or not to open my presents. Which i did XD ahhaa


Ying Zhen and Melissa. They're my neighbours =D


Ch'n-Wen (Tcw) and Wei Ken. Sec school ppl =D


Really nice, real, fragrant flowers XD ahhaha sry very jakun.


Tcw why u smile so big?? hi lauren =D


Joanna and Jitve!


Melissa and Nat =D


Oops sry yz XD


Tcw and Lauren =D


Um, restaurant. ahha


Wei Seong and Tjen =D


Wei Seong and Benjamin =D


Calvin and Wei Chuen =D Calvin, STOP cracking ur fingers on my head!! Or anywhere on me for that matter. ahha

Calvin, Wei Chuen and Nam Jhuen =D


Um, siao ppl XD

Me =D


Me and Tjen =D


Tcw, Me and Tjen =D


Love this pic!!!


Would've loved it if the flash wasn't so, flashy. XD HAHAHA ok la bright.


Mummy, Me and Ti Ti. OMG cos my cousins were here (on my mum's side there are 3 pairs of us, each pair 2 boy 2 girl, and the girl is always older la), we realised that all the older sisters call the brothers, Lao Di, Ah Di, Di Di. ahhahah we never noticed until ytd O.O i find it cool la ok!!

Closer than normal neighbours!!!

Me and LL =D





College mates!!!

MUAHAHAHA tiramisu!!! AWESOMEEEE.

Thanku thanku thanku thanku thanku to everyone who came!!!! Im so glad u all were there =D hope u guys had fun ok!!!

ps. i don't listen to TVXQ. AHHA

BAIIIIIIII

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IM SO HAPPY CAN JUMP OFF BUILDING D.

AHHAHAHAAH

Ok la i know my TER isn't considered that high but considering i expected 60+ IM LIKE DAMN HAPPYYYY.

Um, now which uni wo =(

Hello

Ok so it's been awhile since i last blogged XD

EHHHH super lame, i thought our results were coming out today (ppl i told, don't kill me XD) but ok now it's confirmed to be released on:

Wednesday 16th Dec 8.30am (South Australian time)

I wouldn't say i wasted ytd thinking abt it, cos i wasn't cooped up in my room or anything, but i was definitely thinking abt it while i was doing every other thing =.=


So last wed i was bored and i wanted to bake since i haven't baked in a long time, so i attempted an Opera cake recipe XD hahahaha damn ambitious.


Honestlyyyy, to me it's not bad la XD for a first try attempt. hahaha.

MUAHAHAHA. i STILL haven't done a post on Suju. They're SUPER AWESOME. *swoons* They just went to Taiwan and Nanjing. Why aren't they coming to Msia to promote their 3rd album =(

Oh ya the other groups from the same company (SM Entertainment) are soooo cool =D I didn't like SNSD at all when i first heard 'Gee' but hahaha now i think their ok XD i mean not a fan but ok laa. Oh but i like SHINee (it's pronounced shiny-yyyy XD) and F(X)!!!!! Their quite new. SHINee debuted last year and F(X) only debuted like a few months ago.

Another band from YG entertainment, Big Bang is also super cool!!!! Their songs are not super Kpop-ish, so maybe even ppl who don't like Kpop might like them =) They're from the same company as 2NE1 also.

I have like 66 favourited vids in my YouTube account. and u know shows have like abt 5 parts per episode? I only favourited the 1st part. haha awesome.

My mum's umm daisy. (it's a daisy right)

YAAAA JAP FOOD IS THE BEST!!!! Unagi, with a poached egg. *YUM*

I just had to put another one XD

I honestly think 18 is VERY old lo =( No im not hinting XD eh i get damn paranoid talking abt it cos later ppl say i lansi keep hinting ppl. And im NOT hinting by saying im not hinting. haha

BAI BAI

Ok the reason i've been procrastinating is because i have so many pics to upload T___T like i have prom pics, taiping-penang pics, langkawi pics.

TO ME ITS DAMN ALOT LA. hahaha

I was ready to post an entry that meant smt, but i think i lost the mood 5 secs ago XD

BAI =D

Omg, it's over.

Like, we've been working all year for this, and it's over.

O.V.E.R.

It feels so much more different than SPM.

But im quite sad la. emo actually. this is one of those dai sei posts that i wanna write cos i feel better after i let it out.

Like ytd i was emoing abt today O.O i imagined not being able to do the paper, and leaving the hall feeling super shittyy and sad and like the world's gonna end, cos i won't make it to uni. YES.

But then the paper was better than i expected (cos i really had no expectations), and i left the hall feeling better than i thought i would've, but then, tjen and all the smart ppl were like 'TOOT, bla bla bla' like they were gonna die and i was like 'eh if the smart ppl think the paper was shit how can i think the paper was NOT shit?' NO i didnt get smarter and i know cos haha i know how much i studied, and even if i DID study alot, the paper would definitely still be harder for me.

So, that left me scared for feeling good =/ like there was definitely smt wrong lo.

SOOO, yeah im like OMG there's nothing to do now except fun stuff, but im scared :(

Scared of the moment i click on the mouse and see smt that makes my heart drop.

Do u think u cry more when ure watching dramas when ur troubled?

Can u say that some things aren't meant for everyone?

Like, ok now probably ALL ur friends who are the same age as u are studying right? Cos we're meant to? I think academic stuff and.. non academic stuff have the same weightage in life, but not on paper la. But, why is it that not everyone is meant to do the non academic stuff? Why is it so one-sided?

Does being good academically make u better than other ppl? Of course u get more respect at first, but if that's the only thing ure good at, a bit lame la =.=

OMG THIS IS SO CRAPPY =.= im probably only writing it cos im not studying XD

And, i really find it very sad that my dad doesn't care abt anything other than studying(ok la not until like THAT but...) . Like when i tell him abt smt i really like, and am really excited abt, like abt smt that makes my day(but like when it's close to exams), all he says is

'ok, but did u study or not?' or 'aiyo, u didn't study?'

then i don't feel like telling him anything d. and then after that(like a week or more?) he'll be 'how come u never tell daddy one?'

Like why can't u be happy for someone? It's not difficult right? the only thing u have to move are ur lips =.= Don't ppl know all the little details matter?

And how well can parents say they know u? hahaha ok i admit my mum knows me well XD but like, still, i don't think any parent REALLY REALLY knows their kid. so i really don't like it when they go 'U THINK I DUNNO U MEH?' and proceed with shooting u with all the bad things they know abt u. Then for example they ask 'WHY?' they always think they know why =.=

Who sits down and actually talks to their parents? Like tell them abt what's troubling them? (no it's not a WHO THE HELL does it question, im really asking) I don't. Like i don't think i've ever done it. and maybe i've been forced to a few times. NOT COUNTED. I really wanna know who does it. And how?? I dunno la, i find it suuuuper difficult to actually say what i feel =/ i think it's cos i find it soooo, bleh. AIYO I DUNNO WHAT IM TALKING ABT LA.

I tell u, it's finals that are getting to me la =.=

this is the crappiest post ever.