ok. i was kinda hysterical just now.

cos ya im going to sydney. and i havent gotten the books from the library, that i NEED for my research. which means i might as well not consider them part of my sources d. cos by the time i get back from Sydney. i have to already be done with my assignment. OMG. and i need to collect smt next tue? and i'll still be in sydney. omg.

and the 4 hrs i spent on the model? wasn't even likee used. we only looked at it for 10secs. then can d. OMG. and i only got 1/2 and 1.1/2 for my prev 2 tutorials. that is SO BAD. and i got really depressed cos they were follow ups to my birdhide project. anddd since they sucked, MEANS GOT SMT WRONG LA WITH WHAT I WANNA DO. crap mannn.

i have alot to do during my break, or what they call a 'non teaching break' wtf man =.=

BAI

Omgggg i feel like i have so much work to do :'(

Likeee, i have an assignment due on the 8th of April (yes it's during Easter break), and i'm going to Sydney from the 2nd-8th!!! OMGGG. and it's like a SAM assignment =.= Pick a topic, find resources and extract info to prove ur topic. But this time it requires like a min of 10 resources?!?! and like they really don't like websites. so yalaaa =.= which means, i have to spend ALOT of time in the library, and i'll have to do ALOT of reading, all before i leave on Friday (cos im leaving to sydney ma), cos by then i'd have to have already photostated the pages i need from the books/journals. cos there's NO way i'm lugging loads of books to sydney!!! how am i going to enjoy the holiday :'( 500 words with like biblio + footnotes and endnotes. GAHHHH, omg omg omg die d la.

While im worrying abt that, i have likeee to prepare stuff for Wed's tutorial TOO. omggggg. like i have to make a model of the birdhide (if u dunno what it is, it's like a little hut that birdwatchers use to watch birds without scaring the birds away) i'm supposed to have already designed (a prelim design or smt laa). HOW LA U TELL MEEE?!?!! shittttt.

It's like, we always watch it in movies, read it in books and whatever, abt appreciating what we have now? likeeee when someone in the movie dies or smt and ppl go NOOOO and cry and cry and cry, which makes us cry? and feel like OMG we have to be grateful with everything we have now? but like to me ppl take stuff for granted ALL the time lo =/ like im sure if anyone HAS to leave to somewhere right this moment, they'd definitely have lots and lots of things they wanna do before they leave.

like i had a dream once abt me dying, and i was like OMG i have so much stuff to do!!!! i think it was during form 4? and i wanted to do SO MANY things. i wanted to say SO much to alot of ppl, i wanted to like do SO many things!! like i wanted to watch a movie (during the present it would be movies like Alice in Wonderland, Dear john, Hurt Locker, Green Zone, The Last Song, i mean ID FEEL SUPER SAD ABT NOT BEING ABLE TO WATCH ITTT), and i wanted to like, run? AHHAHA. and likeee, omg i just had so many things to do.

SO RIGHT. what im trying to say is like, ok i actually dunno what i wnna say, but it's along the lines of, dont put things on hold? and likee haha ben, live like we're dying XD

but ya like ben sd also, if we lived like we're dying? surely die d. AHAHAH. like i'm not gonna like go tell the guy i like now OMG I LIKE U, or likeee go rob a bank or smt. AHHAHA.

i always thought the ppl who thought they were gonna die, and like quit their job, spend all their money and all? damn zha dou wei.

this post is srsly getting out of hand. i have no idea what im talking abt HAHAHA.

BAI

Hmmmm

I'm like, quite tired lo now XD cos i've been sleeping so late the past few days!!! mon-3am, tue-4.30am, wed- 2am, thurs- 3.30am. OMGGGG. that's why i fell asleep in my lecture again today =.=

I swear my landscape narratives lectures are like almost pointless. he shows us pics of like landscapes in aus, some not, and asks us who built it and where is it and bla bla bla, HOW am i supposed to know!?! i've only been in adelaide for like slightly more than a month O.O and i dunno how it helps us =.= so AHHA omgg i fell asleep lo. i thought likeee maybe cos the aussie students always kinda don't do their work (really! like they go for class and are like 'we're suppposed to do that? crap.') they'd fall asleep in lectures. but no. im' the only one. O.O oopsss.

Today, i realised (again haha) that the world is like so small looo. srsly. umm not gonna elaborate on it :P but YA WEI. ok one of the things that made me think abt it is a girl i met in my course is Derek's (mozart classmate) cousin. oh ya and a guy here knows nj. anddd yala alot of taylors ppl here. anddd like YALA ppl know ppl u know and u go OMGG U KNOW HER?!?! then u might start bitching abt that person AHAHA. ok NO LA i didn't do that =.=

And u know before i came to adelaide, and my mum was always asking me to ask if any of my friends were going to adelaide as well? i honestly didn't think it'd matter? like i didn't really mind that i didn't know anyone going to adelaide. cos likeee, i didn't want to make friends a factor la, with choosing where i wanted to go for uni. but when i came here, i realise it makes alot of difference. like if i came with someone i knew (and wasn't annoyed with HAHA) the whole getting-used-to-adelaide wouldve been MUCH easier. i'm not saying it was hard or anything, but it wasn't thatttttt easy la. but i'm in a good place right now so ya :D

hahaha it's like i just typed that whole paragraph that didn't lead anywhere :P but yaaa sometimes i guess friends DO play a big part in choosing where u wanna go.

BAI :D

Bad day =.=

OMGGG weiii i bought a new PINK logitech mouse (WOOHOO) but i forgot to get batteries =.= i need it to use Sketchup. it's much easier to use with a mouse la. and i have an assignment due tmr (the due date is always the next day) so i need the batteries today but im so lazy to go buy!!! oh, the last 2 weeks i didn't have my laptop so i had to stay back in uni, so that's why i wasn't whining abt not having a mouse or whatever :P IF u were wondering AHHAA.

and, i got so lost in my workshop this morning =.= using sketchup. likee i kept zoning out!!! GAHHHHH. i dunno why :( and like the last 2 weeks i totally knew what i was doing, and when i didn't i just used my common sense then can d. but today's one i was like WHAT am i supposed to do T____T sighhh.

AND RIGHT, tennis got postponed again :'( i have never wanted to play so badly HAHAHA. like i've been looking forward to it since last week when we postponed it to THIS week :'( it must be cos of the lack of exercise so i'm like super desperate for ANY sport =.= ohh my friend joined the uni gym! i thought abt it la, but not sure yet. I NEED the exercise wei. obese until dunno what d :'(

today is definitely a bad day =.= and i know why. cos ytd too awesome d. so it had to be balanced out by having a HORRIBLE day today :'(

i have no idea how i even thought of that.

BAI =.=

:D

hahahha today is a good day :D ok maybe i should stop talking abt it cos likeee ppl might think im crazy (which i am OBVIOUSLY not haha) and i might scare ppl away also O.O

WOOO i got a 1.75/2 for my dollhse drafting thingy!! hahaha. i have no idea what im gonna get for today's tutorial cos i honestly didn't know what i was doing =/ We (me, Mitra and Falco) had to build a model for our birdhide design? But with Dualism =/ likeee we chose Solid and Perforated. hahaha i dunno how we showed the difference in our 2 designs!!!! i just ended up drawing the plan, elevation and section of the birdhide O.O i mean likeee the 2 hrs went by super fast!!!

I like wednesdays:) cos on thursdays i only have a workshop? which is like where we learn how to use SketchUp. and i usually don't have work due on thurs, so can relax on wed :) (hopefully it stays this way haha) butttt i think im gonna have loads of work soon, like a few projects going on at the same time =/ hmm.

IM FREAKING OBESE D WEIII :'(

i hope i get to play tennis tmr :(

BAI

The Devil is in the Details

ahah u have no idea how many times i heard that over the weekend!!! XD

Ok so i got my mac back, but it's not fixed. STILL =.= like there's smt wrong with the ram so i'll have to replace it. i have to bring it back to the shop on thurs cos they didn't have stock ytd. oh welll. im using it now though, YES no more having to go to the com room :D

ahha i just downloaded limewire too, so i'm like on a downloading spree :D

OHH ya i missed my lecture this morning =/ it was an 8am lecture. and haha i slept at like 3ish am XD soooo i woke up at 6.30am, but thennn i l kinda wanted to lie down for awhile more? then hahaha next thing u know, michelle is calling me and it's already 7.30am :P it's like a 25min walk to uni laaa, so i wouldve been late for lecture d. it's only an hour lecture and the next class i had was at 2-3pm, AND the record lectures. soooo i just decded to not go :P

haha i was SO excited that i talked to 2 new ppl ytd!!! And i smiled at my landscape narrative groupmate and he smiled back!! AHAHA yes i dunno it just feels so nice when u go to uni and u see more and more familiar faces :):):)

oh but i have like quite alot of assignments XD one is SOOO SAMish lo =.= like look for resources and prove the topic. but this time there're footnotes and endnotes, anddd min 10 sources. anddd they really dont encourage website. yeeer. :P

and i had a lecture on sun studies today. like abt equinoxes, latitudes, snow domes. it was really alot to take in in an hour lo O.O anddd haha michelle and all were going quite berserk worrying abt our site analysis which we have to pass up in our next tutorial. it's like worth ONE mark, but the effort and final product looks like it should be worth AT LEAST 10marks =/ and our lecturer REALLY doesn't sound like she wants to help us =.= like she NEVER directly answers our questions?? she directs us somewhere else to go look for it. which is, kinda lame cos she can just tell us?? and it's not stupid questions!!! srsly. chehh.

ok i should go do my work now:P

BAI